Podcast: Who Said Anything About a Crisis?

Who Said Anything About a Crisis?

In today’s episode of Chaos, Crumbs and Clarity, we’re unpacking the midlife crisis myth. You know the one. The narrative that says women in their forties are supposed to be falling apart, panicking about relevance, desperately reinventing themselves before it’s too late. We’re told we should be burnt out, lonely with our cats, spiralling into some kind of existential breakdown that requires a retreat, a programme, or a very expensive rebrand.

But here’s what actually happens. You get comfortable. You get clear. You stop apologising for knowing what you like and who you are. The charm becomes fully operational. The gut instinct you’ve been overriding to be polite finally gets the microphone. And instead of a crisis, you get something much better. You get the glow up.

Today we’re talking about why the bar for female happiness is set so absurdly low, how your forties are actually when life gets good, and why no one needs to audit a woman who has spent decades deliberately curating her own existence. Let’s get into it.

Key Takeaways:

The midlife crisis narrative is designed to sell you things. It requires you to believe you are broken so you will buy the fix. You are not broken.

Your gut instinct by your forties is not mystical. It is data. Years and years of processed experience presenting you with findings. Trust it.

You can choose your family. The people who show up, who get it, who make you feel like yourself, those are your people. Releasing the rest is a complete sentence.

Knowing yourself is not a brand exercise. It is the actual work of figuring out what makes you feel like yourself versus what makes you feel like a costume, and then refusing to be talked out of it.

You do not audit a perfectly curated life. At 43, you have spent decades building something deliberate. Hang the painting. Stand back. Say yes.

The Transcript

Episode: 01
Title: Who Said Anything About a Crisis?

Hello and welcome to the first episode of the Chaos, Crumbs and Clarity podcast where we chat about everything to do with life, love and crying over laksa. We’re going to explore relationships, the patriarchy, feminine rage, why four inches is more reliable than six, and generally how to survive life as a single woman in her chaos era.

I’m Bry, and today we’re talking about the midlife crisis industrial complex, why it’s absolute nonsense, and what actually happens when you hit your forties as a woman who has done the work, made the mistakes, and lived to tell the tale. Spoiler: it’s better than you think.

So I was on our daily matcha and coffee walk the other week with my girlies from work, when one of the girls who is turning thirty-two this year announced, completely deadpan, that she’s coming up to her midlife crisis.

I looked at her. She looked at me. There was a pause.

And I said, ever so gently, babe, I’m a full decade ahead of you and I can assure you that 32 is not midlife, and there is no crisis incoming beyond Australia’s housing affordability.

Cue the embarrassment. Cue the backtracking. Cue the oh my god I keep forgetting your age, which I of course took as a compliment to my immaculate skincare routine. But… it got me thinking. Because my darling girlie genuinely believed it. She believed that feeling burnt out, overwhelmed, uncertain about where her life was going, that all of that automatically equalled midlife crisis. Like there’s this narrative we’ve all absorbed that women of a certain age are supposed to be falling apart. Burnt out. Living alone and lonely with their cats. You know, the whole patriarchal nonsense we’ve been sold since we were old enough to understand that our value apparently comes with an expiration date.

And the horrible part is, there is an entire industry dedicated to the idea that turning forty is something that happens to you, like a natural disaster or a bad haircut you still paid for. The listicles. The think pieces. The concerned wellness influencers with their soft lighting and their six-step morning routines telling you it’s not too late to reinvent yourself.

And… too late for what, exactly? That’s the part nobody answers.

Someone, at some point, decided that a woman arriving in her forties needed a crisis. A reset. And audit. A dramatic reckoning where she stares into the middle distance and wonders where it all went. And I have stared into the middle distance. I was thinking about what I wanted for dinner. There was no reckoning. There was a very strong opinion about pasta.

Because at 43, it means I have spent decades curating my life to be just the way I like it. And you do not audit a perfectly curated life. Nobody resets a perfume wardrobe that has taken fifteen years to perfect. A friendship group that has been curated with the precision and ruthlessness of a very discerning bouncer isn’t a crisis. What’s wrong with being a woman who has finally, after considerable effort and a frankly impressive number of mistakes, figured out exactly who she is? You don’t audit a finished painting. You hang it. You stand back. You say, yes.

Now, here’s is the pure, unadvertised joy of being in your forties. At some point in your forties, you become genuinely, structurally, almost suspiciously unbothered. Not the performative kind where you post a selfie captioned unbothered while refreshing your notifications every forty-five seconds. The real kind. The kind that lives in your skeleton.

Last week I walked through the Brisbane rain with a full face of makeup and freshly done hair because I’d been on a date and public transport does not care about my aesthetic. I got absolutely drenched. And you know what I did? I shrugged. I dried off. I ate my dinner. Twenty-three year old me would have cancelled plans, had a small breakdown, and spent twenty minutes in a public bathroom with paper towels trying to dry off a brocade corset, because of course I was a goth. Current me remembered that no one is tracking my outfit as closely as I briefly was, and let it go immediately.

That is not indifference. That is hard-won wisdom wearing a very good coat.

The nonchalance extends to trends, which is where it gets fun. Did you know Gen-Z have brought back low rise jeans? Midriffs are also back. I have seen this film. I was in this film. I have the actual, physical photos and they are sitting in a very deep drawer somewhere. And whilst those Gen Z rediscover 90’s fashion, I will be over here in my high-waisted everything, wearing four inch heels I have absolutely no business being this comfortable in, watching the cycle complete itself from a safe and extremely stylish distance.

Another joy of being in your forties? You can really read people the way you read a room you’ve been in a hundred times. You walk in and you already know. A few months ago I went on a date, and within minutes I could tell he was the kind of person who says yes to everything and shows up to nothing. My gut knew. And instead of ignoring it and hoping I was wrong, I just mentally filed him under “nope” and moved on. No drama. No disappointment. Just data.

Because, intuition is not mystical. It is not woo. It is every experience you have ever had, processed and filed and retrieved at speed. By your forties you have an absolutely embarrassing amount of data. Your gut is not guessing. It is running the numbers and presenting you with findings. Listen to it. It has been right this whole time and you have been the one overriding it to be polite.

And because you trust yourself now, you have also got very clear on who gets a seat at the table. You can choose your family. Fully, deliberately, without apology. The people who show up, who get it, who make you feel like yourself rather than like a slightly apologetic version of yourself, those are your people. The rest? You do not have to forgive them before you can move forward. Releasing someone is a complete sentence. No ceremony required.

And speaking of family, let’s rehabilitate the wine aunt for a moment because she has been done dirty by popular culture. The wine aunt is not a cautionary tale. She is not the sad one at the family gathering. She is the one everybody actually wants to sit next to because she is not going to panic, project, or pretend everything is fine when it clearly isn’t. She brings good wine. She gives the advice that cuts through. She leaves before it gets boring because she knows when a room has peaked and she respects herself enough to exit on a high note.

And I am okay with being that. Genuinely, deeply okay with it. I didn’t arrive here by accident or by default. I arrived here by making choices, consistently and without a lot of fanfare, about what kind of life I wanted and who I wanted in it. No crisis needed. No audit. Just years of quiet, unglamorous paying attention and then acting on what I noticed.

Because knowing yourself is the whole thing. Not in a brand-yourself-for-content way. In the actual way, where you know what you like and why, what makes you feel like yourself versus what makes you feel like a costume, and you are no longer even slightly interested in being talked out of it.

I know how I take my matcha and I know that I am buying it out and not making it at home because that is one of my small genuine pleasures and optimising it into a habit would ruin it entirely. I know Lulu is going to smell my wine glass before I drink it and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it because he is a chaos demon and resistance is futile. I know these things about myself and I am not apologising for any of them.

The midlife crisis narrative requires a very specific woman. She is lost. She is grasping. She is suddenly and urgently aware of her own irrelevance and desperate to correct it. She is, crucially, a market. She will buy the programme. She will book the retreat. She will believe, earnestly, that she needs to be rebuilt from scratch rather than simply appreciated as the extraordinarily specific and well-seasoned person she already is.

I am not her. The women I know in their forties are not her. We are funny and sharp and comfortable in our own company in a way that would have seemed impossible at twenty-five. We have been through enough that very little genuinely rattles us. We care deeply about the things we have chosen to care about and we have released the rest with minimal drama and no press release. We love selectively and well. We know which hills are worth dying on and we have already walked away from the rest.

This is the part where the charm is fully operational, the wit is load-bearing, and the experience is the thing that makes all of it land. This is the part where you walk into a room and you already know what you think and you are not waiting for anyone’s permission to think it. This is the part where you look at your actual life, the one you built deliberately out of everything you survived and chose and figured out the hard way, and you think, yes. This one. This is the one.

So if you’re heading into your forties, or you’re already there and someone has tried to sell you a crisis you didn’t order, here’s what I want you to know. You are exactly where you need to be. No audit required. No reset necessary. Just hang the painting, pour the wine, and trust yourself – not the poorly branded marketing.

Thanks for listening. I’ll catch you next time.

We Need to Stop Clapping for Basic Decency – Chaos, Crumbs and Clarity

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1. We Need to Stop Clapping for Basic Decency 11:56
2. The Wine Aunt Manifesto 16:21
3. Who Said Anything About a Crisis? 13:07

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